For a long time, more than a year, I haven't want to paint or draw or even write. It was as if all my creative juices had drained away. I told myself it was temporary, most artists and writers go through this, but after a year I began to wonder if this wasn't the end and I was on the verge of shutting down this blog. Not that anyone, except a friend or two, ever check in (merci, Jacqueline). I had nothing to offer, nothing to say.
Then a few days ago, fed up with the seemingly endless grey skies day after day, I pulled out my tubes of acrylics and watercolours and started painting imaginary flowers. Putting down colours to counter the winter greys. I painted one and then another. A few days later, I painted another one. A few days after that, I painted a couple more.
I call this series "Imagining a Flower". They are a good way to exercise the imagination and try out colour combinations.
The Irish word Bláthanna refers to blossoms or blooms, often symbolizing warmth, kindness, and tenderness.
It felt good; I may never recover the passion I had before when I painted daily, when it excited me and I couldn't wait to get to my art table and create and experiment. But I'll be happy if I can recapture even a little bit of that old passion and turn it into a regular thing.
Creativity is something you should never give up. It's part of who you are. Whether anyone is commenting or not, do it for yourself, it's in you and it needs to come out. It's a God given talent to share.
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ReplyDeleteYou are not alone Colette, I’ve been feeling similar for probably about two-three years. We go through phases but the current state of the world doesn’t help, at least for me.
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